December 4th, 2009
Today was a good day I did my best at school and work. My boss keeps hounding on me to do better but can’t he see I’m trying? Mother called today she says she can’t wait to see me at Christmas but I know she’s lying, If she really loved me and wanted to see me why did she kick me out of the house? Father also called he was drunk, again. He was rambling about how Mother was a liar and a cheat. I stayed on the phone instead of hanging up like I normally do, right now I could use the distraction and I found his drunken rambling amusing. After he hung up I mentally argued with myself about whether I should do my homework because it’s due later in the week, I decide to hold it off and go to bed.
December 8th, 2009
Nothing much has happened. I got into an argument with my boss today, I will apologize tomorrow and explain that I’m dealing with a lot of stress lately and pray that I don’t get fired. Also I have noticed a tapping soun